Now after telling you what happen is the last blog, this is what has transpired from that point to now, which may be a sign of yet more to come, i'm not sure.
Ok since friday i have had lost contact with my Close and Dear friend, i mean "completely" cut off of all contact,( yes i do understand the reason as to why, and im glad they decided to put them and their household first, like i had suggested, and get organized themselves first, specially with so much goin on in their life and havin to do things on their own. I know its been a struggle and hell for them. ) I feel this is hard for both but maybe its a good thing too, Goddess knows best it is said!
Now on Sunday i let Macky romp free as i always do every afternoon, and i had gone in to make a snak for me and a rustle up a treat of two for the macky boy. But when i came back outside he was gone! I searched high and low screamed til my throat went raw, a sick feeling welling deep inside but trying to suppress it. ( its hunting season and ive had many hunters that wanted him and have actually hounded for him for 2 yrs now) so i started searching the local neighbors. no one seen him, fear sinking even more, i stayed and chatted with a neighbor to calm my nerves they kept encouraging me that hes unfixed and just searchin for a " peice of tail", finally bout half an hour later macky shows up where i was, panting worried and happy to see his mama, here once i got him in my grasp here his choker i have interlooped with his collar was pulled over his head and stretched to its fullest, by the looks of it someone nabbed him and for the great thing of me looping his chocker with his collar it was his means of escape!
Good greif ive lost a friend, hopfully temporarily, and i nearly lost my Pup, what the hell else can go wrong, i can feel something brewing on the horizan, i hope whatever it is is something good, I got way to much on my plate to take anymore hits, Goddess Protect my friends and help me to be strong, for everything i gotta face thats coming up, and just in life in general!
Lets see, every time i went outside today a huge Raven swoops around and comes close over me that i can see his very eyes surveying me. Such a magnificant creature gliding threw the crisp Blue sky. Later i let Macky off his chain and hes frolicking around like a young pup, such a delight to see, makes me feel free just watching him. He stops and gives me that playful pleading look, oh i know it only to well, he wants to go for a stroll to go sniffing, (and peeing on everything lol). So i get up and follow him on his adventure, we walk to the highway he puffs himself up to look scarey to the horses, they just nicker in laughter and trot away. Satisfied with marking everything we head back for home, but as we reach the driveway he stops looks up at me and heads down a trial i have groomed into the management area across the road. He bounces and runs and frolics with such glee, as i round the trais bend i see a Huge Raven again swooping around, as i follow it in the sky he lands apon my Mighty Oak Tree, which saddly is naked as a jay bird since he dropped his leaves not to long ago. Which makes the Raven stand out even more. All of a sudden Macky comes to my side and it was almost like he escorted me to my mighty Oak. ( which is not normal, hes a fart in a bottle always bouncing around, but not this time) As i was coming apon my mighty Oak and the Raven it was like they were conversing with one another, then as i came close the Raven looked at me and Flew away. I had a feeling they were talking about me. I came to the Oak tree and Macky stopped and stayed back, i went and gave my offering to my Mighty Dear Friend as i did so Coyotes started to sing and continued so as i combined energys with the Oak it was a feeling so amazing , i can't even explain. As the coyotes sang Macky looked in the direction it was coming from and came by me and seemed to be comfortable but on guard. Once the coyotes stopped then i had the opening feelin to be able to cast my spells and share a moment with my friend! Then i hailed my friend a fairwell and headed on my way.
It was a really interesting experience and as this was all happening i keep getting the feeling there is smething in this for me to be learning. I will figure it out in all due time, all i know right at this moment it was an awesome experience that not everyone gets to have so i thought id share it with everyone, this way its not just me getting the full experience of this wonderous day!
In Love and Light , and an Arrrooooooo from Macky too, BB)o(
Today i got to sneak over to a special dear friends place! I was bouncing off the walls like a kid high on a major sugar fix once i new i was able to go for tea! Swampwitch and i had an "awesome" visit, lil Ru even made me a pretty picture, which i proudly have posted on my fridge! It was such a wonderful time, to be able to sit back and visit, to talk about anything and everything, and to enjoy someone elses company without being critisized or yelled at. To be all truthful im still flying on a major high, but its a high from a positive combined energys of two awesome witches, ok three , and a super peppy poochie!
Thank you for tea and such a wonderful visit, can't wait to do that again!
I'm gonna need a Major Nap once i come down from flying like this LOL
I need some advice on something, ive noticed start happening . Maybe it always was but have just started really noticing it in the last few days. I have noticed knocking on my skirting of my trailor, as like someone knocking on a door, of course when i look no one is there. Plus i have been hearing people talking like in a distance far off, almost like a conversation of many people, in the dead silent stillness of the nite. When i focus on what i am hearing it disappears. When these things happen i feel no fear, actually feel calm and want to go to the sounds. I get this strong feeling of wanting to go and know, this all happens right after the dog barks bolistically in the nite.
I know from the story of the property that a man many years ago before we bought the property had exfixiated himself in an old house that was on the property, and before we moved in we burnt the house down, and when it was lit, the fire looked like fingers of fire engulfing the house and instantly the house turned to ash. We moved our trailor right behind the foundation and the edge of our deck is slightly over the edge of the foundation. the foundation we filled in with rock and use as a pad to park the vehical on. I never noticed this before othere then at times feeling a presence when i was alone in the trailor, but never felt any fear from it and it didn't happen very much only once in a blue moon. Plus every once in a while when i take a pic in the late evening in my trailor i will have a dominant orb show up in the pics.
I was wondering if someone can make any sense of this situation happening, i noticed thisstuff goin on when i got really sick a couple days ago, thats when i started focusing in on these situations. I know Hecate passes threw from time to time, but i know when its her by the way the dog reacts, but this is way different, hes barking like to him its intruders.
I would just like some input on this, PLEASE, just to make some sense of it and any advice on wheat i should do, i was thinking of a cleansing, but i don't know, i keep getting a feeling like i want to "Know" its just an odd feeling im having with this. Should i be concerned, or not?
One of the most basic spells of the Fire Element, Flame Control serves to bring the caster or the target into a state of greater affinity towards the element of Fire. This opens the pathway for more potent magical effects to take root. This is one of the first spells learned by a Fire Mage, and, as such, can naturally be performed on a whim once the caster has mastered it. Flame Control is merely a gateway to the many series of other spells depending on what the caster hopes to accomplish: absorb the Fire, destroy the Fire, make the Fire grow. The possibilities are literally endless, all depending on what the caster's intentions are.
Flame Control over all has one real intention and that is to give the caster control over any certain amount of Firecár'áll that he wishes, making this spell's power endless and immense if done by a skilled enough mage with enough cár'áll available to him.
Spell Effect. Flame Control ultimately produces a very simplistic effect. It simply embraces the very nature of Sphere 1, causing the element of Fire to become more dominant within a target. Fire ounía are intensified, and the target takes on more properties of the element of Fire, such as growing warmer to the touch, perhaps taking more aggressive qualities, and so on.
At higher levels, around II or III, the mage can use this ability on a global level, increasing temperature and the traits of Fire in the area around him. As the spell has often become ingrained by these levels, this effect almost certainly forms around a Fire Mage when they begin casting their spells-the air grows warmer, perhaps even slightly blurred, and so on, aiding in the casting of complex spells by making the Fire ounía more prominent and thus easier to focus on.
Some magi keep this effect around them at all times, though this is often disturbing to the people around them.
Casting Procedure. The mage focuses on the Fire ounía in a target, which can be himself, another person, or even a global area at higher levels. Once focus has been attained, the mage concentrates on increasing the intensity of the Fire ounía, bringing them to the forefront beyond any other element. In general, the Fire Mage does not necessarily draw on any single property of Fire, as that would complicate the spell beyond what a learning student is able to manage.
Focus must be maintained to keep the effect lingering, but this focus is fairly light and most level II and above magi can maintain it on instinct. By level III or IV, Fire Magi are often able to cast this spell by a simple fleeting thought.
Target. The target may be any object the caster wishes. At first training, usually only a single target is concentrated on, but once the mage becomes more familiar with the spell, multiple targets or even everything in a local area can be affected.
Reagents. Any object that generates a natural warmth aid with this spell. Torches, naturally warm areas, burning stones, and similar materials are most often utilized.
Range. At first level, touch is required. As level increases, the range, obviously, also increases, generally several peds at level II, and up to a dash or two at the most advanced levels.
Casting Time. Anywhere from a half-minute or minute at first level, and quickly increasing to only blinks as the student advances.
Duration. As long as the mage focuses. Only light concentration is needed, and many learned magi of levels III or IV and higher can keep this up indefinitely on basic sub-conscious instinct.
Similar spells exist from the other elements, so the natural countermeasure is obviously a competing ability from other magi, such as Area of Frost from the Water school. One of the more important aspects of a mage duel is controlling the field of battle - the one who can win control of the environment by making their element dominant is often at a great advantage.